Hello and welcome, reader.
As ever, it’s my pleasure to have you join me here.
For here, as best I can manage it, respect and tolerance govern the ideas shared between us, whatever our differences. I further limit these missives to career news, aspects of the craft, and what passes for humour in these parts. The website, you see, is public, and meant to promote my writing.
So, there’s little space made for personal stuff.
Not only that, but I believe we’re best served by taking such an approach to life and work. It’s the reason I’ve always kept a strict divide between my work and private life. Because, the fact is, I’m sure philosophy is for living, not reading.
But such arcane rules don’t govern today’s public discourse.
So, these days, the public display of anger, disrespect, and ignorance now so common does often confound me. And, despite working to keep envy, greed and misery out of my private life, even my well-made defences are now and then breached.
For the record, the countless means by which a negative person can find a problem for every solution continues to astound me.
But instead of boring you with a tiresome rant, I’m sharing the latest career news, along with a personal insight, while having a laugh at the expense of these angry times. Because, thanks to the artists with whom I’m lucky enough to work, the weeks just passed featured plenty of close-up looks at brilliance.
So, away we go.
First, let’s get to the news. Which, for me, remains positive. Despite reporting no offers for my latest manuscript to date.
About that, I say don’t worry, friends. For languishing in obscurity is the fate of most writers, be they poets, journalists, songwriters, screenwriters, historians, or novelists. Many of them, I assure you, own far greater talent than mine. Indeed, the writing racket has ever been a tough one in which to practice, let alone survive. None can say if it’s made better because of that, all the same.
Don’t go taking those remarks the wrong way, either. Because, as by now you’ve noticed, I’m skilled in my practice. Not only that, but I know it, too. Yes, after a lifetime of work, I’m right there with the rest of the second raters. And though my reach still exceeds my grasp, taken as a whole, that’s enough to keep me writing.
It’s worth saying that despite my commitment to independence, I make a habit of shopping my work to the few publishers who accept stuff from writers without an agent. Likewise, I’ve chatted with my share of agencies as well. And though not now in pursuit of a rep, I’m always willing to listen to anyone wishing to champion my work.
I’ve said here, before, how the results so far posted by my novels have proven the industry’s judgement of my work correct. For though often praised, just as their writer, they’ve proven too dark, or too fair, and don’t fit into a genre, which makes them a tough sell.
I say it’s because good art just isn’t good enough. Not when the world, as ever, clamours for more of the great. That’s why I keep trying, by the way, despite the results. And will, too. I think of it as failing my way to success. Besides, only time can tell how the next one turns out.
Anyway, instead of doing the usual, and wasting the months between draft rewrites and publisher shopping on behalf of my latest novel on rest, I spent much of the last year’s ‘down time’ writing. I not only started, but finished a trilogy of short film scripts, an animated short, and a feature film screenplay. Right from the start, the change in format proved relaxing, too.
At first, I thought it a clever way to pass the months between drafts, as it gave me something to do while waiting for replies to my queries.
But as often happens in these parts, the innocent return to screenwriting led to trouble of its own design. For near at once, the long dormant embers of the frustrated filmmaker living inside me soon fanned into a tiny flame. And, you know, for a writer, a spark is enough to burn down a house.
Because, yes, I’ve dabbled in film since my early days. In the company of friends, I wrote and appeared in my first short while still in my twenties. Neither a huge fan nor too skilled at the practice, I’ve since acted in a couple of shorts and stood around as an uncredited extra in a few features, as well.
Today, I don’t mind saying that among the fondest of my young man’s dreams was to someday write, produce, and direct feature films. But, while a writer needs only a pen, a filmmaker needs an army. Not only that, but compromise, collaborate, and cooperate are skills far less refined than those of grammar, style, and method, here.
For those reasons, and others, too, I put filmmaking away, long ago, as untenable. But, you know, life prefers irony.
So, gifted as I am with pro artist relatives and friends, it wasn’t long before there burned a fire big enough to attract a small crowd. And soon enough, a skilled team assembled itself, drawn by the siren song of immortal cinema, by then adrift on the summer breeze.
Together, we soon crafted our guerilla production plan. Earlier this month, on the streets of Edmonton, Alberta, we put it into action. Now, weeks later, we’ve filmed and assembled the first of our planned trilogy of short films. At this writing, with editing of film and audio complete, post-production next continues with colour treatment. With plenty of work ahead, we plan a festival release next year.
So, there’s more to come for that story in the future, and I’ll update you here. Next is the promised nod to personal insight.
Now, in life, and despite my practice as a writer of historic fiction, I’ve long believed it best to keep going forward. Not only that, but I’m sure it’s unhealthy to spend too much time reliving the past as well.
That’s because, to me, it’s enough to know life changes a person. While the details vary from one to another, no matter where we are, each of us live plenty of history, too. Likewise, though none can claim they’re one of a kind, each of us is specific. Change, then, should be among the most accepted things known to happen.
Yet the widespread claim that people can’t, don’t, and won’t, persists.
But even getting that, when someone says they haven’t changed, I’m nonplussed. I mean, always, but more so when such glib nonsense pops out from under a headful of grey. You know, despite living through the vast change wrought by the postmodern world’s relentless tech driven progress.
And just as he does with everyone, a devil lives in the details. At least, that’s what certain people want you to believe. For in these invasive times, a claim often heard is how the public need to know supersedes the right to personal privacy. That’s why online charlatans and fakirs take so many of us in when playing fast and loose with the facts and the world in which we must learn to live together.
I mean, few even know how basic tech, such as smartphones or the internet, work. For too many of us, those simple facts leave them untethered, and grasping for the shreds of what looks to be an ever more distant reality with which they could either interact or hope to understand.
For despite being awash in information, the plethora of choices offered by an ever more bewildering world renders many of us helpless.
Thus I was but little surprised by last week’s chat with an old friend, who shared his fears after watching one such doomsday-promoting online video. I won’t say which of the clickbait kings was behind the video, either, as one’s heaven is another’s hell. Besides, not one of them is worth hearing.
My friend’s concerns were real enough, too, though rooted in the misogynistic doublespeak of its fanatical source. We then spoke at length of the scourge of ‘real news’ sources and the many online kooks now claiming to have cornered the market on the facts.
In the end, we agreed that critical thinking remains a person’s most valuable skill in the internet age.
He later asked why I didn’t set up a YouTube channel to debunk the myths promoted by the near countless false prophets. As usual, I laughed along with him at the well-loved irony of his humour. And though notorious most for keeping my own counsel, even in the company of friends, it wasn’t the first time I’d heard of such a plot.
I then gave my usual reply to the suggested plan.
The brief speech starts with saying how, in these parts, as a writer of fiction, respect for privacy is paramount. It then tells how I save the philosophy, and the personal stuff, for my writing. The spiel ends by saying how those with a hankering to know more should read my novels. Because, as it turns out, I’ve always done this for something other than fame or fortune.
How was that for the nickel tour of an artist’s life?
Well, if it’s news to either you or me, then neither of us has paid attention. Not only that, but few are the reasons not to be polite. Most times, it costs nothing but time.
And no matter what the algorithms say, we’ve plenty enough to make room for that.
Until next time, thanks for being here, and for sharing this with anyone who might want to read it.
TFP
July 27, 2024